Still in London.... been to Alicia Key's concert the other day.
When Alicia Keys sang 'superwoman', i started to have tears in my eyes.
There were moments that I feel no one is understanding me, and there are moments that I have to stay strong for so so long but at some stage, I was looking around and see if there's any shoulder that I can rest on. Being a woman is tough nowadays. Isn't it still a bit sad to keep telling myself that I'm a 'superwoman'? I don't know.
Later on, when she sang 'The thing about Love'... I felt the lyics are so right about my believe about love...

love
love will come find you
just to remind you
of who you are

hold on
it will forsake you
threaten to break you
take what you got

everybody laughs
everybody cries
sure it could hurt you baby
but give it a lil try
see that's the thing about love

friends
sometimes will blind you
sneak up behind you
you cant give enough

then life
it will embrace you
totally amaze you
so you don't give up

everybody laughs
everybody cries
sure it could hurt you baby

but give it a lil try
see that's the thing about love

Then when I listen to 蕭敬騰's new album on my ipod... there are 2 love songs that caught my attention. First one is 奮不顧身:

大雨　像下了一世紀　我用　手臂撐起屋頂　
曾經　你就在我懷裏　讓我　風平雨停　我好想你　

我　是沈默的行星　移動　都以你為中心　
只是　未世一來臨　一切化　為灰燼　都回不去　

我用我的生命愛你　不讓尖銳的世界傷害你　
不懂花言巧語的人　我愛你　往往來不及證明　

我用我的生命愛你　忘記自己也毫不留情　
愛一個人　奮不顧身　喔　辛苦　也覺得平靜　

時間　是唯一的線索　印證　我沒說的承諾　
當我　放開你的手　如果有點振動　不是發抖　

我用我的生命愛你　不讓尖銳的世界傷害你　
不懂花言巧語的人　我愛你　往往來不及證明　

我用我的生命愛你　忘記自己也毫不留情　
愛一個人　奮不顧身　喔　辛苦　也覺得平靜　

穿過巨大的傷口　我找到當時的溫柔　
有始有終　就算收獲　我從不在乎心痛　

我用我的生命愛你　不讓尖銳的世界傷害你　
不懂花言巧語的人　我愛你　往往來不及證明　

我用我的生命愛你　忘記自己也毫不留情　
愛一個人　奮不顧身　喔　辛苦　也覺得平靜　
我　甘心　因為　我願意　

Oh wow.... if a guy can love me like that... what else should I look for more? That's really a man!  Oh but... If I really love him, I won't let him suffer...

Second song : 一輩子存在

城市裏　人影交替　有多少　機會交集　
不期然相遇　意外的美麗　心動的默契　

Oh　愛　是變得很想依賴　
愛　是想要陪你醒來　
Oh　愛　想像你在未來　一輩子存在　

眼眶裏　季節交替　記憶裏　人來人去　
我們都年輕　別害怕愛情　讓真心證明　

是關於期待　那一句對白　
讓我懂了愛　感覺終究無可替代　

Oh　愛　是變得很想依賴　
愛　是想要陪你醒來　
Oh　愛　想向你在未來　一輩子存在　

是想要陪你醒來　Oh　愛　想像你在未來　
想做你　一輩子的愛　

This is more my type of love. We both giving it a try, and wants to rely on each other, and always want to wake up next to each other.... thinking about the future....

I use to wonder a lot of things like... do I love him? Does he love me? What should I do to impress him? What should I not do in case he doesn't like?
Oh well that was in the past. Now I'll only be myself and do whatever I like. If I like to please him then I'll do it, as long as I feel happy from it. Yeah at the end I'm pleasing myself haha....

Yes, love will come my way, provided I know how to love myself. Otherwise how would I know it's there? haha...

It was a long flight and I did not sleep well... and I was stucked in economy but was lucky enough to sit by the aisle. Always enjoy to travel alone, to find my real self. Before I left HK this time, I went mad at a lot of things and people, and I found I didn't like it at all but I just felt everything was so so so irritating that drove me nuts. After the long flight, my emotions and brain seemed to be settled.

The setting in the house changed a lot. I love how they decorate and am always excited to find their new goodies that cheer me up. Took a lot of pics of their new goodies, but no card reader here so will have to upload them later. I always love the way we hang around with each other. Had pancake for breakfast, then we chilled out at lounge, and I fell asleep. When I was up, lunch was ready and it was a brand new receipe that I never think of  putting those things together... I'm being spoilt!

I wish the time can fly slower in here... lemme enjoy more time with these guys... and I do need this period of time in the year to totally unplugged from the frustration of work and people in HK....